It is not about pushing something into existence. It's about imagining, believing, and seeing. A simple thought mentioned to the subconscious manifests as reality the moment you are ready to allow it to appear.

"The basic thing is that everyone wants happiness, no one wants suffering. And happiness mainly comes from our own attitude, rather than from external factors. If your own mental attitude is correct, even if you remain in a hostile atmosphere, you feel happy." - The Dalai Lama

People show you who they are. It is your choice to accept or reject their behavior in your life.

Until you can say no to what you don't want, you can't say yes to what you do want.

got selected as a hair model. Free cut and color for me this weekend. Yay :-).

not going to settle, compromise, hope or wish. I am going to create what I want.

You will only keep attracting what you are and what you believe until you change your belief system. If your consciousness wants to struggle you will have experiences to "survive." If it wants drama, you will bring the people that will play that role in your life. You are creating it all. Now, what do you want to experience next?